right.
i havent been updating.
my bro's in deep shyt now.
dad just found out his comp crashed.
he's cursing now. i can so totally hear it.
anyway MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS.

anyway, i went to xiling's bbq last... sat.?
YEA.
and i was HORRIFIED.
the people there are soooo COLD.
i mean.
I WAS TRYING TO BE SOCIABLE OKAY.
those are xiling's bro's friends.
and im like.
okay.
LETS MAKE FRIENDS.!!!
so i went like.
HI.!! IM AMANDA.
you are.?
and they're all like.
errr... hi....
...
walao.
gimme some response ehhh...
and later.
we were at the pit.
and the guys are crowding around.
and i was damn bored.
so i made a din.
so like maybe they'll come over and socialise with US.
and they DIDNT.
and they even said.
SHES MAD.
I HEARD THAT.
OKAY.
fine..
im mad T-T

anyway. i didnt dare ask them for ANYTHING after that.
SO COLD AND MEAN.
sad.
so anyway i went over and asked xiling.
if the fishballs are cooked.
cause i dont see any sticks sticking out of it and it looks kind of.. raw.
so she said of course.
and i tasted it and was like.
HEY
ITS EDIBLE.!!!
and i heard the guys say.
walao. shes so overboard lorhhs.
so retarded.

anyway. after that.
we watched a little of herbie and mtv.
and I SAW AYUMI'S MV.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.!
but nevermind that.
what really made my day was that.
we played badminton(:
it was FUN FUN FUN.
i'll never forget that day.
(: thanks xiling.!
and erm.
i had this horrible feeling that your dad doesnt like me.
bleh.
like i care =x